Saturday, July 7, 2012


Black Canyon, Santa Fe National Forest, New Mexico
July 2, 2012

When you go camping in the wilderness, the meanness of the world runs off you like dirty water off a duck's back.

When you camp, alone, your first concern is to set up your tent for the night. The mechanics of assembling this shelter is enough to distract you from the other petty questions you may have, such as: is there wifi or cellphone reception in the area?

Having set up your tent, you become focused on the basics of existence, such as  having enough food and water for the duration of your stay.

When you finally realize that there is no internet, cell phone reception, or electricity in your camp,  you have no choice but pay attention to your surroundings. Your senses, dulled by the virtual reality of computers, become sharpened, attuned to the very real forest and its creatures around you. You listen to the sound of the wind through the trees, the rain beating against the roof of your tent, the chirping of the birds, the distant, muffled voices of other campers in other parts of the woods. Those footfalls outside your tent? They were  probably made either by a human being, an animal or your imagination. Unaccustomed to the solitude, with your body protected from the outside elements only by the flimsy walls of waterproof nylon, you feel your heart beat a little faster. Imaginary dangers run through your head like little whips of doubt: thieves, serial killers, bears. Eventually, you accept that you can’t spend the night worrying whether a bear will get you, or whether Michael Myers will come dragging you off to his lair. Que sera sera.  There is no point in worrying and, with  grudging surrender, you allow sleep to steal over you. 

You wake up at dawn and are amazed to find yourself intact. You step outside your tent and that's when it hits you: the smell of pine trees wet with last night's rain, the chirping of unseen birds, the visit of a squirrel or two and sunlight starting to filter through the leaves bring you a  joy that you will never be able to describe to others without sounding pretentious or corny. At this particular junction in time, in this special part of the world: this  is where  you wanted to  be, and here you are now. This is happiness.

You sit on a bench, watching the fog drift up  from the ground like a gauzy curtain. You lie down on your back and look up at the sky, staring at the canopy of fir and pine and wondering at their age and height.

Soon enough, if you allow the forest to speak to you, its stillness becomes your stillness. 

You begin to realize that in order to exist, you don’t really need much: just water, food, a tent, a warm sleeping bag, and maybe a fully charged iPod.

Photos and Sketches: A Woodland Diary

Scarlet gilla
Sunflower and bee

Willie, a very friendly cocker spaniel that its owner was walking.


Impression of deep dark woods

Scarlet gilla

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